imagining pre murkoff eddie just sewing โน๏ธ and being happy โน๏ธ and having a job as a tailor โน๏ธ and working around mostly women โน๏ธ and being able to experience the world as an artist โน๏ธ and staring off into space โน๏ธ into nature โน๏ธ and watching the way trees sway in the wind โน๏ธ