the feeling of not being enough. not good enough, not pretty enough, not interesting enough, not worth enough, not hot enough… or scared of being too much. will never escape this, will i? soothe my mind
there's this belief buried deep inside me that i can't date anyone until i've become the absolute best version of myself. first i need the career. then the body. then the confidence. then the life plan. and only after all that, i'm finally allowed to be loved.