i cant ever verbalise the life experiences i've missed on due to my family, particularly my mother. it feels like my peers will almost always know more about how to live than i do because of how sheltered i am. and there's only this age to learn these things. i never will.
I am so jealous of people who always have people. Wanna call someone? They have people. Need help with something? They have people. Wanna go out? They have people. Don't wanna go out? They still have people who'll come over. They just somehow have people. For everything.