Tangina punong-puno pala ako ng kalungkutan sa katawan and acknowledging it is scary like what do you mean na ang sad ko?! Eh all I did naman was smile and do my best every day. SAYING IT IS MAKING ME GUILTY DIN KASI WTF
++I always try to be there for anyone who needs help but I don't remember having anyone ask me if I needed help. I don't ask naman anything in return but you know, it's sad pa din. And lonely. Wala lang skl sad tots in the morning xD
I was telling my mom na if only hindi demanding ang work ko, I would've stayed longer with them, I wouldn't worry about the pile of papers I left or if my partner will be able to get all work done bago ako bumalik and she told me++
++"Lagi mo nalang inuuna isipin bang tao kesa sa sarili mo. Pero ikaw, walang ibang umaalala sayo. Dapat ikaw muna, sarili mo muna, bago iba." And it hit me so hard. She was right. It made me feel so sad that even when I'm working, I still think of it.