right so how do you move past realizing you've never truly wanted anything and lived your entire life with the sole motivation of Not Getting In Trouble For Being Bad and now you have nothing going for you
binge eating has been so ingrained into me since i was a kid. having a parent who binge eats normalises it so much. like, she and i would eat a whole pack of tim-tams between us regularly. we'd eat a whole package of dip with a whole sleeve of crackers and that was so normal