STOP holding grudges. STOP judging people. STOP bringing other people down. just because you are unhappy with yourself does NOT mean you get to bring others down with you. NO ONE is perfect. life is too short to constantly be unhappy. you will never get these moments back.
just let the little shit go. enjoy what you have while you have it. really listen to what people have to say. hug more. find people you can laugh with. embrace your inner child.
Sometimes i regret not going away for college but then I remember I am graduating with my LPN this week after only being outta HS for 7 months & NO student loans 👏🏻👏🏻