@JustJumah8 Sex parties are the best. I mean better when planned around such. I understand the getting passed around bit I'm also addicted to that feeling. Super happy for you girl... next time maybe have another girl and... hold her hand while you both get passed around??
Being at a party and being free use is probably the best party I've ever had. Being passed around like a mindless toy while everyone gets thier fill. It was probably the most euphoric thing. I didn't have to think about making everyone feel good. They used me till they did.
Let's say the moment you transition your body takes a screen shot, a couple of years down the road you go to a bar you meet the other you, only they don't have any dysphoria as you took that burden from them. Are you cracking?
"The fly was so big I was able to clearly see it's proboscis!"
Coworker : "Haha cool..."
To myself "it is not cool I am afraid, it disappeared and I know it's plotting against me"