apples

17.8 bmi
5’3-5’4? 98lbs
fatphobes dni
he/they/she?

[apples @cand1sworld]

when i complain about being fat but then fairly regularly fit fast food into my cals

[apples @cand1sworld]

@Lizzieisyoung jsyk this exact situation is literally what spiraled me into my ed the only difference is i wasnt surrounded by toxic media in the same way this child is

[apples @cand1sworld]

@lxvelettrs @bl00dysag3 mind u im not malnourished and i never said no one wants to see. i said theres no point and asked what you are gaining. i get that your mental illness is making u bitter but no one is trying to dictate you. i literally am just saying you are more than your cuts and i mean that

[apples @cand1sworld]

@lxvelettrs @bl00dysag3 IM NOT ON SHTWT BRO THIS IS THE ONLY POST IVE SEEN OR INTERACTED WITH LOL ANYONE CAN SEE TS

[apples @cand1sworld]

@lxvelettrs @bl00dysag3 i just told u that i should be mindful too because im very aware of this fact… 😭 i just think its significantly worse when ur literally showing gore

[apples @cand1sworld]

@YukiLunarq ok

[apples @cand1sworld]

@avonsoapbars young natalie portman

[apples @cand1sworld]

@bratzbmi but like its their body. i dont get this. the only thing i feel when i see people eat unhealthy is envy for the person i was before i became this

[apples @cand1sworld]

@bl00dysag3 @lxvelettrs i am trying to be kind not invalidating

[apples @cand1sworld]

@bl00dysag3 @lxvelettrs i get what u mean but if u are ill enough to cut yourself u have a problem regardless of who sees and who doesnt see. you are more than the cuts on your body, more than your mental illness, and the things we post affect other people too. i know i should be mindful asw (edtwt)

[apples @cand1sworld]

@junyun03591959 @dveaay lowk this made me feel better about my intake being over 1000

[apples @cand1sworld]

@bugorexia @miawria honestly even if i had kids this would never make sense to me. as an anorexic, no one deserves to go through ts

[apples @cand1sworld]

@minopewar bro literally i did not know what to say when this b walked up to me on some “oh my god you look great how did u get so skinny”

[apples @cand1sworld]

@bl00dysag3 @lxvelettrs mind u theres nothing cool about posting ur sliced body online for the public to see. i literally dont get the need for that. i get the need for sh, i used to do it and sometimes still do, i just no longer cut. what is the point of sharing your cuts and looking at other ppls?/gen

[apples @cand1sworld]

@freeckledoll i thought irl skinny just meant u are skinny irl but look bad in pics. lowk my arms are so skinny and my collarbones which make me look super skinny irl but my stomach makes it go away

[apples @cand1sworld]

@cassliesh both

[apples @cand1sworld]

how to go from this to this guys send help

[vampylesbo 🦇 @st1nkyfo1d]

i want to look as sick as i feel (¬ºཀ°)¬

[apples @cand1sworld]

@unicornluver888 ew none

[apples @cand1sworld]

@no1likesawhore omg we look kind of similar side profile wise. u look great youve made hellaa progress. i understand how u feel tho :(