caramelbones

18| she/they| non edtwt dni| i follow back :)

[caramelbones @caramelb0nes]

about me
5,1 156cm
Sw 110,2 lbs 50kg
Cw 92,5 lbs 42kg
Gw 88 lbs 40 kg
Ugw 77 lbs 35kg (probably will lower that after i reach it)

[caramelbones @caramelb0nes]

(aint gonna do that i just really want2)

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to treat me sooooo bad idk why I wanna go to my situationships house and get really beat up during sex...

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Bih i feel so mean istg i didnt plan this i just commented on a guys tiktok, somehow got a date, then got 2nd date (we know eachother 4 2 days) & hes really nice but tbh i just love playing i cant have a relationship but imma keep trying cuz he really nice but I just want someone

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@agalscals I was a meth addicted psychology student, dropped out because of that xddd

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just saw my bodycheck from my lw and im so pissed at myself 4 letting myself gain this is so frustrating

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@sukiheartz @oswaldslunch why would i say it if i didnt mean it

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idk if i should omad chicken tomorrow or just eat fruits and veg throughout the day

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gonna post a wieiad tomorrow hopefully

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i can feel every fat cell on my body rn ://

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@peecals my vomit looked exactly like this when i forgot to throw it out

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no more binges im fcking done, im losing that kg back and i’ll be skinnier than i ever was

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@Catbabeboysh @poetsnarclssus idk about this one it told me to lose 3kg in 7 days i should eat 730cals per day
i don’t think i would even lose 1kg at that rate

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weighted myself and i only gained 0,8kg from my lw which i hit 12th august
And only 0,3kg from the last time i weighted myself before getting to my binge
Not saying im happy but i thought i gained waaay more

[caramelbones @caramelb0nes]

i feel like ive gained sm weight but i don’t wanna weight myslef
i hate myself its gonna take me so long to lose back + i already wasnt happy w my weight back then
Ugw when???

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im literally so disgusting i can’t

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@voidbmi yeah like these past 4 days and im feeling super shitty this binge is destroying me i just hope tomorrow i wont have any cals

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been in a binge for 3 days i feel so disgusting and also sick to my stomach obviously
i feel like i can feel my fat cells growing each second

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yeah im so stupid but it wasnt bc of the c1g just normal fainting

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just had a c1garette and i almost passed out this is so pathetic 💀 but like tf my 600 puffs v4pe lasts me like a day and half and it’s not like i’ve never had a fcking c1garette smh