Cactus

This is more of a personal diary of my autism. Maybe it will entertain someone; maybe help someone or maybe just help me track my ever confused thoughts 😅

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@autistic_xtian 4 times

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Honestly, some days I just need peace and quiet and to not be amongst other people. I am never allowed to just be on my own. It is so frustrating. I always have to surpress my reactions. That is the ultimate source of my anxiety.

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@mycatisatiger 🤣

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@hannaweeny I know that feeling. You can't help yourself when you see something that is not right or people not following the rules. It's so exhausting!

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@mycatisatiger I really just put on make-up because I am trying to not look like the odd one out. I don't like to be noticed for being weird. I loved not wearing any make-up when we were wearing masks 😂

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@hannaweeny At this point I feel liberated not have to deal with anyone. I am married and have a family but honestly, I don't want the hassle of having to mask and deal with other people. It's so frustrating. I can spend hours doing my own thing and I love it! 😁

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@juliaisautistic Yes I am Christian. I wouldn't make it in this world without Jesus 😌

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@ashleyann_atx With my husband/ best friend. He was literally molded by God to be my husband because he is the only one equipped to deal with my weirdness 😊

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#AutisticBurnOut because of work. I'm a teacher and some kid's parents decided I'm the devil and they are attacking me. But I know I did nothing wrong and God is stronger than those evil people. I know this time I will be stronger because I'm closer to God! #autisticchristian

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@_LoveLike_JESUS Amen!

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@ashleyann_atx Yes. Depending who I am talking to. I to change to adapt to how they talk and react.

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@juliaisautistic Working in my relationship with God.

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@BeachcatTt My autism. Without God, my anxiety and depression and regulating my emotions, are out of control. I have to always try and look at the world through Christ else I get extremely negaitive or worried and overthink everything since autism makes it very difficult.

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Just my weird brain trying to deal with the fact that my husband was diagnosed with a heart problem. Naturally I don't know what I'm feeling or how I'm supposed to feel. Sad? Stressed? I don't know... #MyAutisticTruth

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@hannaween3 I was always willingly playing alone as a child. I thought I had to have friends but lately I realised that my husband fulfills my friendship needs and I am really not lonely at all, even though I don't have other very close friends. Other social interactions drain me anyway.

[Sword⚔️&Torch🔦of God🤺🛡️📖🩺🏥 @thompsonb2569]

Amen 🙏🏼✝️♥️💯
Is this true for you too? 👇🏻

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@hannaween3 Oh my word, tell me about it! I just go about and delete numbers, block people and just break down relationships. My husband is awesome, but I have learned that some other people are just not good for me. They will never try to understand me and only contribute to my meltdown.

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@hannaween3 Going into 2023 without someone I saw as my brother. Now I'm just a neurodivergent person that he finds annoying because he didn't bother to try and understand why I am the way I am. I know I am to blame as well for not being patient, but I feel so betrayed.