@bartyrealness i also love to think that anytime barty gets just a little too drunk he gets sick simply from that deepest feeling of understanding his mother
@bartyrealness she never offered him actual help, she was just ever present, and now that she actually saved his life he can't even look her in the eyes and acknowledge the internt behind her actions
@bartyrealness he wants to hate her so bad just like he does his father but anytime he thinks about it he puts her on a pedestal, a saint, a martyr, who sacrificed everything for a child, a piece of her she never wanted, a parasite, and anytime he hurts his first thought is to cry out for her
@bartyrealness as he tries to figure out why would she do that if she didn't think he was her baby anymore or maybe the fact that he is was such a torture for her she saw no point in trying to deny it and just killed herself in his stead
@bartyrealness now you know what's even more silly? him finding that letter after she went to azkaban for him and all it does is leaving him confused unable to wrap his head around the contradiction and driving himself insane
i do love the idea of rosier twins unable to separate themselves from one another, like they were so entangled in the womb, they thought themselves conjoined