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My internal dialogue…

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I’m literally almost 10k in debt i wanna just disappear. I need to make more money somehow!

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It’s this fine dreadhead at the school I’m at but he look kinda younggg though😭

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Childhood trauma and so weird, my father used to beat me and it’s like I can still feel the imprinting of the pain in my nervous system when I think about it. No matter how much time passes.

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I’ve always wanted to meet myself from another persons perspective, like am I as sexy, mysterious, and kind as I think I am ???

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I Wanna get a cat, but I’m allergic😞.

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The weekend goes by so fast bruh omg, back to the damn school tmr. But anyways why my mom found my first gray hair the other day 😭😭😭.

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It honestly would have been nice to get to know him but idk he just acted so weird around me like he’s scared of me or something. Maybe he’s autistic I hear they have a hard time processing certain emotions, bc they don’t feel stable or in control. Idk I’m just talking😭

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Last night I had a dream about this man from one of the schools I worked at imma call him “cw” lol. It was the most vivid dream I’ve had in a while, just know I was getting took thru there 😂. But I was just thinking about him when I woke up bc I have seen him in a while.

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@heed83 Middletown kids are well behaved, overall more respectful , and enthusiastic about learning and participating. Dover is the opposite.

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The kids in the Middletown schools are sooo different from the ones in Dover omgg.

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My life is so boring right now I need some action, some excitement, some thrrilll😩😭

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I think this is such a cute picture 🥂🩷

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I can’t seem to remember why I was born , like wtf am I supposed to do here on earth again???

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Coconut water and flat bread pizza from Aldi’s is the best !

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If I ever have sex , I hope that it’s good bc so many women have told me their first time was bad😭. Actually It better be good my coochie been sitting almost 23 yearsss. Wait am I lowkey down bad ???!

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I miss the sexual tension from eye contact with someone you like ommggg

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I lowkey be wanting a man, like I just wanna lay on some biceps and bite them idk😭

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Why I was waiting for my food at Dave’s this homeless man gon come up to my car ask me if I have any money, I gave him a $1 and he gon say “thats all u have?” Nigga excuse me!!!!

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I need my pussy ate or something.

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Evb irritating me today, like I swear mfs can’t put their ego aside for 5 seconds to understand another person’s perspective.