the only reason i got this far in sports being the fact that im genuinely desperately utterly and completely in love with my coach who’s 8 years older than me is so fucking embarrassing istg
i NEED athletic validation omfg im such a fucking loser for this but i need it SOOO BAADDDDD like i need my coach to tell me good job after EVERRRYY FUCKING REP I NEEEEEDDD IIITTTT i also need him but wtv
Do i have cut my wrist and be in psychosis for people to know I’m not okay cause i feel like being a stable depressed person is so hard for people to grasp