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[Char @Charrr_jackson]

I guess that’s just it now. I just keep going and standing there and singing and crying and wishing she was with me

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Just saw Sam Fender for the first time without Rach, the last one of our favourite artists that I’ve now had to watch without her. Feels like it means something that he was the last given that’s who was played at her funeral.

[Cian ☘️🇾🇪 @Cian_McGivern]

10 months until these gigs btw. You will get a ticket one way or another

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Cant quite believe tonight would have been the 17th time me and Rach would have seen the Courteeners but instead it’s the 3rd time seeing them without her. Coming up to 18 months since we lost her and gigs still hurt as much as the first one 😞

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Also meaning that tomorrow it will have officially been the worst year of my life, the worst consecutive 365 days of my life and still no sign of me feeling any better

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

1 whole year ago tomorrow I found out that Rach had cancer meaning 1 year ago today was the last time I went to bed feeling any sense of normality

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Still waiting for any acknowledgment from @BritishGas that they were in the wrong or a call back for the complaint I made. @BritishGasHelp

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Absolutely disgusted that I have had to spend 4 hours on the phone to British Gas this morning because I woke up to find out they had taken £4,900 out of my account because they had made an incorrect estimation to be told I would have to wait until Monday for them to look into it

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Nothing on earth would make me ever use @BritishGas again. Absolutely disgusting.

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Also yet to receive an explanation as to why when for the past 10 months direct debits have been taken on the 14th this extremely large amount was taken on the last Friday of the month also widely known as pay day

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

What normal person could possibly afford to have nearly 5K taken out of their bank account and then to be told I’d just have to wait until Monday for them to look in to it when they would CONSIDER returning some funds

[Politics UK @PolitlcsUK]

🚨 | BREAKING: The government will ban disposable vapes

[@Telegraph]

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Anyone else who puts a pic on their insta story of a fuck off spider they’ve found in their house is getting blocked, putting me permanently on edge

[Micheal Afolaranmi @TheAfolaranmi]

me manipulating myself so that I don't care and not get sad

[Janelle | Sports Data @itsNellzz]

Grief is so weird. U think you’ve finally accepted it then it just hits you randomly like a ton of bricks that they really not here

[ey.eyaaa ෆ 🥀 @ey_eyaaa]

the purest form of love is consideration. when someone thinks about how things would make you feel. pays attention to detail. holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. in any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

This is the first gig I’ve bought tickets for to go without her. Don’t know if I’ll be able to bring myself to go but I guess buying the tickets is a step in the right direction

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Just bought DMA’s tickets for December

[Char @Charrr_jackson]

Their tour last October was mine and Rach’s last gig together and also the night Rach told me the doctors had found a mass on her liver