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I had one of the best husband in the world.
I had to poop in diapers because hv to stay in bed. I did and ask him to call nurse to clean up he said he can do it himself.
What did i do to deserve you… love you to the max ❤️❤️🥲
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Today my lil Bee visit me at hospital and we had a quick deep talk with it was intimate and beautiful.
Will cherish this always. Will fight this all for her ❤️❤️
It tooks days to had to express all the feelings out. Until i had a clearer better mind.
I had my best companion with me. I had a hubb that was there for me to comfort me and take care of me.
We were together in that darkest times
I was stunned and lost control of my future plans all of sudden.
I felt lost. I felt shocked.
I had all the Why’s spinning in my head.
First thing i think of is my children. They didnt deserve this kind of future. What did i do to make them deserve it.
There’s a big thing suspected to be tumor. Surprised in the middle of the day we decided to had it further check at Penang
We did it all. Blood test. CT Scan. PET scan. Only to confirm it is Cancer Kidney and has reach stadium 4.
Me and hubbie were just staring.
Blank. Black.
Then once on late May i had a blood pee first i thought i was period but the color look too fresh as period blood. I tried to ignore it and then it happen again on early June so i thought it’s time to consult with Urulogy doctor.
We went to and had a USG around kidney and found
I’ll start my cancer journey in here it will be my online diary with no viewer. Yet.
I found out i with kidney cancer stad 4 at June 2024 with early sign since early 2024 my right leg felt numb sometimes and we thought it was like saraf kejepit so we went to the accupunture.
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