if the news is true - even though i was not a fan of him anymore, one direction changed and shaped my life so much and he was a part of that band. these feelings are so complicated and hard to navigate. i am literally at loss for words.
serious question... how do people have so many friends. like even the casual ones, how do you maintain them all... because if i died literally maybe 2 friends would show up to my FUNERAL yet you have 15 showing up to your BIRTHDAY DINNER. wow let me just-