i hate being this big i feel so frustrated it makes me feel so gross like oh okay your just a fat cow with no self control, almost at my hw from forced recovery. Im so weighing myself on sunday
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i told my guy friend about my ed yesterday and he said " we could kinda tell " and i said how? and he said it was because i am so tiny and frail.
he then compared his arm to mine and said i looked so small and malnourished he also said to me today that I was skinny (*´∇`)ノ
@eatingshiloh wait this is so real at my ed appointments I would put stuff on me to make me heavier to fake recovery but I'd crash out after because they'd think I actually gained, it didnt help that the staff there laughed at me when it said I gained jokes on them tho cuz I didnt lmao