i like this song, it sounds extremely nice and also the lyrics are so vague and ambiguous that i can even apply them to ber, because he is vague and unsolid just as i am but he's a little more sollid than my ironic form
my biggest sexual fantasy is living on my own in the future in the middle of no where down a country lane no one uses and feeling something for the first time
envy by lynch has just come on, the second verse about it being the last night and fireworks sounds so beautiful to me, it makes me think of wales, and also densu having to call it off due to kalmar's end and they cry and have slower actual loving sex
on the contrary, one time another friend, well moreso acquaintance, allowed me to cling onto her as i cried because i was thinking about how im incapable of emotion and will never experience things, which feels quite ironic in hindsight but somehow idk how i think about it
however, by far the most embarrassing moment of my life is when i put my will on my whatsapp status at age 11 because i had a crippling fear of crossing the road and would cry every morning because i genuinely thought I'd be struck down and killed by a vehicle