Iβve decided to create this Twitter as a coping mechanism for myself. Itβll be a truthful daily representation of how it feels to go through life with #fibromyalgia & #chronicpain. No holding back.
The amount of people that are out here is fkn ridiculous... but I have to say that police officer saying that 'she would be able to see if that man was aching with pain' is VERY ignorant on her half! Headaches can hurt, tyou dont see them either!π #Invisibleillness#ChronicPain
I have been trying to deal with my rage and stress levels for the last few months, I've been doing really well. But tonight, I have flipped over the smallest thing and gone light headed and nautius because of it, when earlier I was full of energy and in good spirits. Fuck off man
It is exhausting, being chronically ill, trying to have a social life, working full time and then suffering with extra shit like colds and sore throats on top of it. I just wanna live my life!!!! #chronicillness
Does anyone else find that they've been chewing on the insides of their cheeks/lips without realising? I find I tend to do it more when I'm concentrating...π€π¬
Oh my god... I now know the EXACT reason pain levels have doubled in days... time of the month, for the first time in 3 yearsπͺπ... I remember why I stopped these now, omg. #pray4me
When we lose someone & everyone else's lives keep going, we put on a mask so we can get groceries without dissolving into a puddle
When we live with a lifelong chronic disease, it's like that every day
We're not faking being sick
We're faking being normal so we can survive
So, they do say things come in threes... I've had my three of bad, I've got two of my good... I wonder what my third will be.π€ Just hoping to not have a flare up, just as I'll need my energy!!π€π»
But the best piece of advice she gave me was, I'm not responsible for anyone else's wellbeing, I need to do what's best for me and focus on myself. What will be, will be.ππ»
I'll be glad to break up for xmas tomorrow, but just can not be arseddddd with the actual thought of xmas. I would quite happily just prefer the time off to spend at home doing nothing. Which is very unlikely to happenπ΄ #tiredalready#callmescrooge
The last two weeks have been an absolute mess. Even though I am emotionally and mentally exhausted... physically I was doing okay. Literally thought this to myself last night... so of course I woke up, feeling physically exhausted too. I guess I was due a high pain day...ππ€¦πΌββοΈi