i would like to be in a cozier position rn, i know what i could want but i dont know whats realistic, wish it were a bit more clear, sometimes you need to act but can you act when you cant handle the unknown? can you not act as the stillness becomes heavier, how much/long?
Guys, Iβm an idiot. All this time Iβve spent trying not to die, I had toxic turf in my backyard. Artificial turf contains crumb rubber infill made from recycled tires, which leaches chemicals including PFAS, heavy metals, and polycyclic aromatic hydrocarbons. These compounds are linked to hormone disruption, carcinogenicity, and systemic inflammation.
I donβt know how I missed it. It makes me question my basic competence in life.
What gets me is that I try so hard to survey the world of potential idiocy. Then I find out thereβs a monument to idiocy sitting right in front of my face that I was blind to.
Iβm removing the turf, yet Iβm still stuck with this seemingly unsolvable problem of how to not be an idiot.
We may never know who introduced Takuya Nakamura to UK Jungle music, after moving from Tokyo to Boston to study Jazz theory - but I, for one, am very grateful.