fern ☆

⋆♰. ࿔ ˚ diary of a disordered daydreamer .°𝜗ৎ
🕯️ gw 39kg 🕯️

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

⋆.˚໑ ݁༝ ۫ ׅ edrtwt (re)introduction! ⋆.˚໑ ݁༝ ۫ ׅ
🦢🍂 { #moothunt #promotwt } 🪽🦌

✧ fern | she/her | 18
✧ anorexic, relapsed
✧ hw:52kg | lw:41kg | gw:39kg
✧ high grades, low bmi 🕯️
✧ luv: cinnamon&apples, reading, lana

♡︎/⟳ to b moots !!

{ #ricecaketwt #edtwt }

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@herfectionism my current gw 🥲

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

so fucking fixated on a weight that starts with 3

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

good morning edtwt 🐇
overnight chocolate protein chia pudding with greek yog, granola, berries & honey!!
335cals, 27g protein 🍵🌿

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

this is my sign to lock in at the gym bc this is her bmi 20🫩

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

sometimes i deep the fact im 18 and weigh less than i did at 14 and am kinda embarrassed

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

genuinely being in a relapse as an adult when u were anorexic as a young teenager is hell bc wdym i have a life now and can’t survive on 500cals

[riri ☆ @ravenousrexia]

turns out u cant restrict the same at age 18 as u did at age 12 fml

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

42.85kg this morning!!!!!!! finally free from the 43s everyone say hoorayyy🐇🥹

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@flufyykitten did the same amount today and burned 305🥲

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

just really wanna be under 43kg by the end of the week like really bad

[dylan ꩜ @meowlimic]

"larparexic" back in my day it was wannarexic... they're changing the ancient texts

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@flufyykitten ur sooo pretty omg>_<

[Alphonso @alphonsoshouse]

Drinking unknown alcohol calories BUT burning off said alcohol calories in the foreseen mosh-pit... #balanced

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@woomeowowo u will get better results with 10k as a minimum but ive had periods where ive averaged 8k and still lost!

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

psa for anyone on edtwt who needs to hear it, i got to my lw (41kg/bmi 16.5) averaging 1200-1300 cals a day, focusing on whole foods and walking never less than 10k steps, it is possible! it just takes longer but i did this during exam season and got top marks also<3

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@fawnhiz1 oh my god this freesoul one is my absolute favourite!!!

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

im the biggest fan of twomad (breakfast & dinner) with some fruit or a protein bar at midday for wl while having a demanding life, does anyone else do this?

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@reidrexia omg gorgeous! copying this

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@Teru48priv ofc!

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

⋆.˚໑ ݁༝ ۫ ׅ edrtwt (re)introduction! ⋆.˚໑ ݁༝ ۫ ׅ
🦢🍂 { #moothunt #promotwt } 🪽🦌

✧ fern | she/her | 18
✧ anorexic, relapsed
✧ hw:52kg | lw:41kg | gw:39kg
✧ high grades, low bmi 🕯️
✧ luv: cinnamon&apples, reading, lana

♡︎/⟳ to b moots !!

{ #ricecaketwt #edtwt }

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

getting colder outside and my tea addiction is coming back in full force 🍵
these are my current favs (all 0cals obvi)

[fern ☆ @cinnamonrising]

@K4LZ4K4Z literally u cannot escape it it’s insane