Elora

sw: 190lbs | cw: 156 | gw1: 160 | gw2: 140 | ugw: 115 // i came from tumblr

[Elora @clearlyelora]

✨unpinning at 140lbs✨

[Elora @clearlyelora]

i havent eaten all day out of feeling so anxious and insecure

[Elora @clearlyelora]

falling in love is so emotional can this get to the good part already or

[Elora @clearlyelora]

working in the service industry doing constant doubles where its slow af in the morning and trying to lose weight is the hardest thing ever god damn

[Elora @clearlyelora]

i almost forgot about my beautiful delectable magic noodles: konjac noodles 🥰

[Elora @clearlyelora]

whats getting me is how liquor is my stupid ass downfall. its my equivalent of binging. if im not binging im drinking

[Elora @clearlyelora]

its so toxic but also im hotter for it

[Elora @clearlyelora]

i miss having an ana omfg idc anymore

[Elora @clearlyelora]

anyway im gonna start locking in diet wise and all tomorrow because im getting to an uncomfortable size again. plus i have a sweet man thats there for me and he deserves me being beautiful

[Elora @clearlyelora]

and its all bc i feel like i have 0 control over my life 🥲

[Elora @clearlyelora]

ok so i cut down the drinking but now im fucking binging so thats just great

[Elora @clearlyelora]

plus im the only one who knows what im doing so im getting burned tf out quickly with the combo of that and dealing with their attitudes

[Elora @clearlyelora]

so ive drank a lot less this past week but i would like to drink NOTHING for a whole month at least tbh.... its hard when my family keeps triggering me and we all work at a bar together (my mom bought a bar this year) :')

[Elora @clearlyelora]

day 3 of no alcohol. i have actually taken the drinking too far and need to correct it

[Elora @clearlyelora]

wow

[Elora @clearlyelora]

day 3 of no alcohol. i have actually taken the drinking too far and need to correct it

[Elora @clearlyelora]

i dont even move fast like this and i've never thought of past partners as good future fathers or husbands until right now

[Elora @clearlyelora]

uhhh i think i'm starting to fall in love

[Elora @clearlyelora]

anyways been talking to a new man and he's amazing and so nice to me. now i need to lock in so i can look better

[Elora @clearlyelora]

update: worst experience ever. worse than my most abusive ex.... like wtf

[Elora @clearlyelora]

im really driving 7 hours to see a man someone knock me out

[Elora @clearlyelora]

im really driving 7 hours to see a man someone knock me out

[vivanillpiee @vivinellaa]

Best decision I’ve made in my life was losing weight