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#chuuya: “nothing visits me; my heart is quiet.”┊priv @oyroma

[roma @cnhotline]

｡𖦹°‧ #PROMOTWT , #MOOTHUNT

ִ ࣪𖤐 roma , 08 , he him
bsd , alnst , tshd
#edtwt #shtwt ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

↻/♡ to be moots ! ifb , no dni
#bsdtwt #alnsttwt #tshdtwt #shedtwt

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

well, i'm not the moon
i'm not even a star
but awake at night i'll be singing to the birds

[monky @ccedwo]

i see why people kill themselves

[roma @cnhotline]

sorry ive been ia… ive just not been on this account that much recently

[roma @cnhotline]

i keep having bad days

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

so if you need to be mean
be mean to me

[baelynn @baelynnKaboom]

can i be euthanized

[roma @cnhotline]

why does hitting myself hurt more than cutting myself…

[roma @cnhotline]

i think ill just stick to hitting myself until i get an actual blade

[roma @cnhotline]

cut with a safety pin again and i think i almost hit styro… i think i got like a deep catscratch (if that exists)

[roma @cnhotline]

if i dont get access to a blade in the next week i might actually die

[roma @cnhotline]

i need a painless way to die

[mitski lyrics @mitski_lyric]

i haven't given you what you need
you wanted me but couldn't reach me

[roma @cnhotline]

i say this because i have been on shtwt less these past weeks and ive started to get kind of disgusted(?) by cutting and not see the appeal anymore

[roma @cnhotline]

maybe the professionals were right and staying off shtwt helps with recovery…

[roma @cnhotline]

scars are fading so fast… i need to make more

[michael @FilledwithUrine]

“this too shall pass” and it gets worse

[roma @cnhotline]

if i get asked if i took my meds one more time i am going to Jump

[roma @cnhotline]

ok ignore me then i dont gaf

[roma @cnhotline]

@odetoseme yes

[roma @cnhotline]

@pepper1835272 i literally dont care