Your gym membership is only "too expensive" if you intend to keep your,
Netflix, Hulu, Amazon Prime. Daily expense of coffee, energy drinks, lunches on the go. Wkly restaurant visits, additional snacks on the grocery list, yep, then it is totally is..
Instead of asking your trainer, or "coach" for another workout, ask them for (specific) information.
If you're not where you want to be, you might be around the right people, you just might be asking the wrong questions.
You get a fresh week, close your eyes, take that deep breath, and visually see and feel last weeks energy leave as you exhale.
Just as in strength training, we grow stronger, not during the practice, but after, during rest, during recovery, in the quiet moments.