Sitting in this weird space where my opinions are "Jax is a trans woman, an abuser, doesn't really deserve sympathy (maybe pity), the episode was great and handled her really well & didn't try to excuse her or undeservedly redeem her" which few people seem to all have somehow
Sitting in a McDonald's and Shania Twain's Man, I Feel Like A Woman started playing and now I'm picturing that fuckass purple rabbit busting it down to this song in secret for some reason lmao
I don't even like Jax that much btw but if you're gonna look me in my gay nonbinary eyes and tell me you think she's cis, I'm going to get irritated lol
Someone can be an awful person and also be trans, unfortunately
if you look at someone who blushes after having a bow put on their head after disclosing that they had told their mom a secret that made her laugh at them and then hear "your secret is safe with me" from their friend in response and STILL think they're cis, idk what to tell you
Still greatest ball drop ever for never dropping a she her in the finale or even IN THE SOCIAL MEDIA CHECKUP THING cuz if you're not online enough you wouldn't know its canon. I criticize hellaverse for it and so will I here
@evie_@Gwendolynvee there's a lot of people who are parents because they were told it was something they had to do and not because they actually wanted to raise and nurture a child.
@evie_@Gwendolynvee Children are hardwired to crave and seek out their parent's love and approval. In the cases of severe child abuse, even then, the child still wants to defend their parent. Estrangement is not a social trend, and perhaps the only reason you perceive it to be such is because
tbh I just want to cry. I'm scared and confused and sad as shit. and angry, too. why did I have to go through all of that bullshit when I was a kid when I should've been eating paste or something. not silently praying that the bus driver would drop me off last.
I have a lot going on. Autism, ADHD, OCD, CPTSD... I don't want to take up space I don't belong in, and I don't want to be seen as collecting diagnoses. I know I'm traumatized, but there's a part of me that says that it's not the right kind of trauma and it wasn't that bad.
I've been out of the house for seven years and I have to take medication nightly for my fuckass nightmares or else I'll wake up at four in the morning actively flashbacking lol
Imagine how tired we are.