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existential ranting
(i complain a lot)

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@jlyn1206 gulp

[Pratik @pculer_]

i cant go to the places we went together

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money so up rn i could cry

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I really wish I was given the opportunity to make things right

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i never did deserve you. always have been too good for me :)

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You’ll be happier without me. It’ll just take time.

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idc about my own happiness bcs i always manage to find something worth smiling for at the end of the day. I only want her to be happy. Idc if I forever lose my opportunity to be with her. I don’t want her to feel pain that she doesn’t deserve.

[m :) @bbypita03]

it's weird having so much to tell someone you don't talk to anymore

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Always being told that i wasn't needed never really made me feel important. You never realized that but that's alright.

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i don’t want to clear my name. i never wanted to because that would be me avoiding accountability. I just wanted to make you feel better. Even if it means you will always hold resentment for actions. I can live with that.

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i had a good day. i’ll continue to have one :)

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You were not a “perfect” girlfriend. If you were then I wouldn’t have had resentment for your past. But you were never a bad girlfriend even when things get bad. With that in mind, yeah, you were pretty close to perfect.

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i am not going to live my life with regret. i fucked up, i’ll improve, and i’ll live and continue to move on. i will hold myself accountable and i will always have guilt. but i am never going to live with regret.

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@christianswrld no expectations are just as bad

[niya @vxmpniya]

the real loser is me everytime i check her profile

[Hank @hhuds0n1]

i had 2 cigarettes and thought about her 100 times tonight but it’s okay because last night i had 5 and thought about her 1000

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when they find out youre not perfect but instead of choosing to allow you to grow and improve the decide to give up on you on a random thursday

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i will always be sorry but i cant just wallow in self pity without actively trying to improve. im not afraid to admit my mistakes and hold myself accountable.

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the consequences of my actions

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fighting fire with fire doesnt do no one any good