sometimes u just have to tell people look, I love u & I’ll probably love u forever but I’m no longer interested in the level of life u have to offer me & because of that I have to let u go. I’m not even asking u to change I just need u to understand that u can keep doing what u wanna do & how u wanna do it, u just can’t do it with me. U gotta love people from a distance to protect your peace & let whoever think whatever.
I’ve experienced so much heartache from last year to now. All I can think about is that girl that wrote that piece about being an expert in people leaving. I consider myself an expert in that subject matter as well &Im exhausted by the continuous cycle of having to let people go.
How fast I can detach. Anything i love extremely deeply i'm very prepared to lose. It can break my heart but I have learned how to keep going. It can seem cold, but if it takes me off my pivot..l'll cut my finger off to save my hand. I can’t lose myself again, for anything.