i wish i could live like a normal person sometimes. post on socials, hang around with friends, go out, make memories, socialize and let people know me. but something in me always chooses silence.
Mox’s last promo alongside PAC was about how much you should cherish life, how everyday is a gift, how when we lose people we have to keep going, and how we’re remembered after we passed. Jesus Christ.
seeing your age group having the best time of their lives while you’re at your lowest trying to figure things out is another type of pain no one talks about
Ngl, I think at this point about half my generation has given up any hope of a better future and are embracing hedonistic nihilism or outright suicidal ideation as an escape. No in-between.
I hope on Dynamite they have Orange face a Death Rider (should anyone inolved yknow be up for it) because PAC would've wanted one of his boys to whoop Orange's ass
@NyxieFen It’s good to find motivation and a spark in order to accomplish things, don’t feel stupid. I did the same thing in the gym today, PRs for Paccy
no one talks about how draining it is when your mood switches between “keep going , it will get better” and “i can’t do this anymore, im about to give up.” its like living in emotional whiplash. one hour you’re hopeful, the next you’re spiraling