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from the stars. || phannie since ‘15 || dnp editor first, human second

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i want to come here and tell everyone how incredibly apologetic i feel over how i handled everything last year, over a year later and i still feel so much regret. i wish i had tried harder to explain myself and why what happened did, and i finally would like to do so. (1/7)

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best $5 ever???

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@lebsiancat i thought it meant that they were bringing up other people’s ethnicities and races for no reason, sorry for that misunderstanding

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i want to come here and tell everyone how incredibly apologetic i feel over how i handled everything last year, over a year later and i still feel so much regret. i wish i had tried harder to explain myself and why what happened did, and i finally would like to do so. (1/7)

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@Danrifics i admit, i fucked up there, saying any of my actions was in relation to my fever was wrong of me to do. as i said, i wish i had been upfront with everything and that i didn’t let fear control myself at the time.

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@pookielester i admit, i was a bully and regret my actions

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@yaeified i’m genuinely sorry if you saw any of our interactions as rude, i never intended that. if you were hurt by anything i said to you i am sorry.

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@hamsterdnp because lying about my identity would be wrong. everybody deserves a proper apology and that is what i’m wanting to do, i don’t like the person i used to be and of course that’s my own doing but i’m trying to fix my past mistakes and improve one day at a time.

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@yaeified if i hurt any one of you personally allow me to apologise directly because you all deserve that.

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@megadilflester i hope this clarifies some things, i’m genuinely unsure on if you are referring to the voice note or something else, if it is something else i hope i can provide context.

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@pookielester i apologise for putting this in a notes app photo, i hope this explains some things, please let me know if you want a deeper explanation on any part and i’ll do my best to do so.

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@foolsdnp i’m sorry for my own notes reply, i didn’t want to exclude any point you made, although if i accidentally did please let me know.

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@ufowifey no, it’s completely my fault for never doing my best to fully explain my side of the situation to the timeline, i explained briefly to some people in dm’s who were lovely enough to hear me out and acknowledge my mistake while also providing their kindness to do so

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@ufowifey this was the initial cause, i genuinely didn’t understand the phrase i was saying as i had not really heard it before and if i had it was out of context. i hope that explains that.

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@ufowifey i’m sorry i’m not completely sure what you mean? could you please elaborate a bit?

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thank you for reading if you read to the end. i truely don’t know why im posting this other than to give everyone what they deserved back then. each one of you deserved a full apology back then and still now.

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the only reason i ever talked shit about anyone with you was because you would start it and i felt like you only would like me when i joined in because toward the end of our friendship that was the only time you’d message me, it was exhausting at but i still liked you. (13/13)