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I made myself fat. I can make myself thin.

UGW 94lbs/43kg || #EDNOS

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My 2k17 Goal
#FITspiration vs #thinspiration
#Fit >>>>> #skinny
#StrongisthenewSkinny

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Breakfast:
1 slice of toast bread - 96 kcal
1 slice of vegan cheese - 29

TOTAL: 125
Kcal LEFT: 675

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Today's kcal goal: 800

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Feels like I'm more in control.

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Eating every three hours has helped me a lot with my b.e.d. The kcal intake is still high but mentally it doesn't feel so bad.

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I saw my body in a big mirror after a very long time. How did I get back to this? I was doing so well..

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I think I should go to the beach tomorrow. Cause that's where whales belong.

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@dull_little_me I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOU! I hope everything went wonderful!

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@palebones Shows how much he loves me 😐

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@crazEDqueen_ ROYAL??? DAMN THIS IS THE COMPANY I WANT TO WORK FOR! I have made tons of projects on their ships for uni! I am just gathering the experience they ask for before I also apply!

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Tomorrow's plan.

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Jeez 😒

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And the irony of it all? I graduated my personal and weight training school. I'm a fucking personal trainer. I know how to do things the right way. But no. I refuse.

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Okay I just saw this body check from 3 years ago and I'm crying oceans. I spent that summer thinking I was fucking fat and now I weigh 44 pounds more that that.

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@cravingskinny99 July Body Update! It looks the same to me. At least I didn't gain :)

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And why wouldn't he? The girl is gorgeous.

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And may I say.. my bf keeps listening to this song and he got it stuck on my head. Now I'm seriously just obsessed with the singer because she's body goals, like seriously GOALS AF, and I kinda think he only pays the song bc of her, not the actual song.

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@palebones I'm in a ldr. Last time I saw him he said "next time I see you I want this to be gone" and he held my lower belly fat. You're lucky af and keep your man forever 😇

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Relatable af :(

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It really be like that