Impulsive

SW: 158 CW: 96.4 UGW: 85 Trying to get better but failing

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

I hate that I'm back in this place.
Feeling these emotions.

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

@bonezrbeautiful 💛💛

[Rotting💀🎃🍂 @RottingToBones]

I can’t recover until I’m thin enough first and I KNOW that is a fucked up way of thinking and pretty much just an exuse to try and get thinner and put off recovery BUT at this point it’s so stuck in my brain that I don’t think it’ll change

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

Just fat.

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

@porcelain_thin Ayyyy happy birthday!!! It's my 20th birthday today!

[Rotting💀🎃🍂 @RottingToBones]

I’m confused about what my body actually looks like because I can feel bones but I don’t see them 🤷🏼‍♀️

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

I think moving back home might be good. With people around, I will find it harder to b/p.

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

I'm freaking out because I haven't done my 2 hours of jogging this morning but I'm trying to tell myself it's okay because my body feELS LIKE ITS GOING TO COLLAPSE

[🌻 lea 🌻 @thin_and_dainty]

*Refuses to eat clementine bc too many cals*

*eats 1/2 box of Cheerios, 3 pb sandwiches, and 2 chicken breasts instead*

[hil 🕷 @thinbIe]

Having an ed in January

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

It's sad how many BMI calculators I have downloaded onto my phone 🙃

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

I've lost over 60 lbs in less than 2 years. Fuckin Fucks

[Impulsive @crazyinsides]

So much is wrong

[♡ Thinspo Dreams ♡ @SkinnyIntension]

ED: you can't have 4 servings of chocolate! No!!

Also ED: but if you eat it all now then you don't have to worry about it being there later