Every night I think about this one choso fic where he was a massage therapist and the girl in the fic hated when people touched her so she tried massage therapy and it ends up being a porn with some plot and I don't remember the name so it haunts me bc it was good
That couple month long depressive episode I had at the end of senior year really fucked me up, I forgot that it seriously affects your social skills when you spend so long in a hole. It's obvious, I know but I always forget when it happens 😭