Over two years ago if you would of told me I'd be trying to chase a dream, I would of laughed myself before anyone else. I was stuck rock bottom in active addiction. Man it got ugly. Something flipped and I started to realize this ain't me no purpose, no drive, nothing.
To have a consistent, repeatable, and scalable process is a beautiful thing. Takes everything off of you and you just have to make sure you do the work on and off the screens. To have a like family is another beautiful thing. Always thankful for the @ThePAXGroup and @ath_jared.
The last post leads me to some gratitude before logging off again. @paxtrader777 your a blessing for real. Never ever think anything different. @ath_jared thanks for being patient with me through this new journey and always being someone I can lean on. Super grateful for you both
Over two years ago if you would of told me I'd be trying to chase a dream, I would of laughed myself before anyone else. I was stuck rock bottom in active addiction. Man it got ugly. Something flipped and I started to realize this ain't me no purpose, no drive, nothing.
To the people along the way that offered advice, etc.. you are more appreciated then you'll ever know. That was a dark, nasty place and most don't come out of it ever. Super thankful for life daily and super thankful for all sobriety has led me towards. Going on 3 years now.
I haven't been on here in months and life's been great!!!! But I want to come give some thanks to @paxtrader777 for everything hes taught me in life, in business all way around and also @ath_jared for being a true leader/mentor. Super grateful for you guys.
@Jarpili75 Yea i just had heard from their mouth anyway. I know most are bs but that was a little surprising lol oh well just didn't think they were like that thought wrong.
Most don't have someone like this as a friend. Super solid. My kind of people. @AnthonyCrudele amen to you brother. @paxtrader777 celebrate life you deserve it ๐๐
I love this man. You can see the affection between us. As โฆ@AnthonyCrudeleโฉ said yesterday, we are still here. Between us we survived cancer, heart disease and life in general and we are still here, still together. God bless you all.
Hey @mommytradestoo I don't know you but came across your post. Just want to say don't you dare give up.. most of them aren't in the 1%. Its for the internet. Head high and stay true to you. You got this!!!!! ๐๐๐..
I truly consider just deleting my X all together. Realizing youโre not where you want to be, by seeing all these people posting exceptional high PnLโs. You wonder if they are all part of that 1%, or most of them just pretend to be.
Iโm on the verge of a gambling addiction with these propfirms.. I feel it. Itโs a side people donโt talk about enough. Most traders in this space will never make it and just fall prey to what propfirms are feeding into.. resetting your account 50 times and just โtry againโ..
I need a break. What I hoped it would be, is far from what it is now. And I wonder if itโs even for me atp. How can something you want this bad be so hard to โjust do?โ. When all you have to do, is work on yourself. Itโs the easiest hardest thing Iโve ever done. I never gave up, but Iโm close to.