i try so damn hard and for what?? nothing to be reciprocated back literally ever. not once has anyone given a fuck about me first & it shows. idk why i hide behind the fucking haze. im just done trying. it doesnt get me anywhere other than hurting my own feelings & ruining my day
all my friendships feel one sided what is wrong with me where no one ever cares about me as much as i care about them how come no one can ever remember me how come no one ever misses me what is so wrong with me that i am never good enough