"i'm not obsessed with sex... just can't stop thinking about it. The performance of it... the awkwardness of it... the drama of it. The moment you realise someone wants your body... Not so much the feeling of it." - Phoebe Waller-Bridge scene from Fleabag
i flirt but in an autistic way. i'll ask about your interests and maybe try to engage in them. but i also do the same thing when making friends and only i know the difference
it took me a long time to realize i was having meltdowns bc im a severe masker and growing up i internalized that the only “acceptable” meltdown was crying, so i cry. but it’s like, severe. for hours sometimes
i think what fucks me up so much when it comes to relationships is that being vulnerable feels like peeling back layers of different personas, i feel like even my vulnerability is a performance of vulnerability sometimes
Irish fighter Paddy McCorry defeated Israeli Shuki Farage, raised the Palestinian flag, and repeatedly shouted “Free Palestine” inside the cage while beating Shuki who is a soldier in the ‘IDF’.