“I see- so you’ve never even pretended to yearn for better..”
Tch.
“Ruthlessness… don’t know how you do it. No joy in bein’ excessive. Unless you’re compensating..”
“In my experience.. it’s never the scary lookers you should watch out for.”
“Started in the military and immediately shifted to mercenary work. That thrill of being ruthless feels so...exhilarating...”
He grinned as he said that.
“I've always been me. That dangerous guy that others were intimidated by.”
“Course you do-
I love it too.
However, I was once one of those yearners… goes to show that you either live in bliss, or, change into something.. else.”
“I wonder where /you/ started.”
Naivety is its own delusion…
Can’t fix them all.
Those who are safe always yearn for something more… question is-
Are they biting off more than they can chew?
… If there’s one thing I’ve learned,
Whatever you think is the worst thing.. there’s always something twice as bad.
So I learned to stop asking questions.