@etherealstellaa Lately I’ve been using pore minimising toner and it’s the only thing that has made them less visible? If you know for a fact they’re black heads u can use that black charcoal face mask or strips but I realised mine was enlarged pores if this helps
This is not a breakdown i genuinely feel like I’ve gained so much weight and I look back at my old pictures I’m envious of myself I used to take pics when I felt cute and skinny in my bedroom and now I’m too tired and bloated from eating for energy that I do nothing for myself
tw - I really kinda hate myself. I’m happier now and my meds make me feel good and I’m distracted from my body but like I really have fallen. Today i literally ate 2 full pizzas?? And a small half pizza in college wtf is wrong with me
here is before I let myself go (2025)
Like I eat all of the time and my mom tells me I don’t eat I feel like I’m being gaslit I got so mad at her 2 days ago for telling me to eat food but all I do is eat food I’m disgusted with myself. In the back of my mind all the time is omg I’m huge now. Do they know?