rin {eding my ed era}

vent acct | here to sulk and give helpful advice/encouragement to others bc I’m good at giving advice not taking my own | private acct: @ringoeshushhush

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

Name: Rin
Genderfluid: neutral
Pronouns: they/she/he
Demisexual/Ace spectum: in a relationship
☥ 29 yo

•Bipolar, bpd, anxiety, depression, ptsd, add, schizo, APD
•Past sh and sui attempts

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

-666

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

kitchen Knife like for peeling fruit and I wondered how it would feel if I drug it across my skin.

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

TW// $h I was abt 10 in the dead of night in my grandmothers kitchen and I was really depressed and hated myself and thought I needed to be punished so I started opening drawers just searching for something I could use as an outlet or something and I came across a small curved +

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

I can’t sleep I’ve had 2 gabapentin. Last night when I first had one I knocked tf out. Tonight I took one and it did nothing so I took a second and got a lil drowsy but didn’t fall asleep. I’m having anxious racing thoughts I NEED MY MEDS BACK DAMMIT

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

/s

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

It’s not really a fast anymore I’ve eaten a couple of times and pvrged but I haven’t “maintained proper food sustenance” idk I’m hungry rn having Coke Zero and cigs 🎉

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@Hungerlust1 Ya!

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@Hungerlust1 I don’t really play Pokémon go I play console Pokémon. I’m currently playing through white 2. I don’t get out enough for pogo. Could download it and try sure

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@lmlosingmyself Nooooooo you’re so tiny
。゜(｀Д´)゜。

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@to_the_bonee I’m so sorry. I can’t even imagine. I hope you heal from this one day. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way 💞

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@nubiangoddette No. No drvg addiction is worth it.

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@workingon_her You need to eat if you’re sick :/ but I take all my meds all the time w/o food lol I do not recommend tho bc it makes me so nauseous I have to be prescribed nausea meds for it. So yes, I’d say eat something at least like crackers and ginger ale so you don’t get nauseous

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

I still have no one really except my bf

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

I kinda stopped going to school in 7th grade and lost all my friends. I was completely alone by the time I was suppose to be in high school and completely dropped out and got my GED. I had no one.

[fig @fignewtunes]

you don’t miss college. you miss community. we weren’t meant to live such an individualized existence

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

My dad scares me and he’s an asshole. I think he’s a legit sociopath he doesn’t understand feelings at all.

[JennieL0ml♡ | @Jenn1eL0ml17]

Edtwt do u guys like ur dad?

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@caloriedevill Looks so good!!

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

@kkiirah Rly?? I’m glad you think so ^^

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

Can you even tell what this one is??

…it’s supposed to be a hand giving the finger

[rin {eding my ed era} @d1sordered]

A Fever You Can’t Sweat Out by Panic! At The Disco and Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge by MCR