Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account.

🌸Hii ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ please call me Vivie!! 🌸
🍃 She/Her 🍃 25y.o.
TW: Suicide mention, self-harm mention, depressive imagery.
Minors DNI please🔞

[smol silly cat @Catsillyness]

It feels like home, but I’ve never been here

[水瀬 @klein_42]

未来は恐怖。過去は呪い。今は地獄。

[$yde! @Bigsydee]

no one talks about how disappointing and
exhausting it is to always be let down so you can never really trust people's intentions

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

It hurts, knowing I've lived my whole life like this.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

Why are you so cold? WHY WHY WHY?

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

It's like I'm a joke, to everyone.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

I wish she could've avoided the talk at least close to my birthday, but I guess I just have to come to terms that this is just how things are. Now and Forever.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

I want to puke my guts out

[Ele 🌻 @elenadesaa1999]

Me dicen ; tenes que aprender a estar sola . Estuve sola toda mi infancia , me sentí sola toda la adolescencia y mis peores momentos los pasé sola encerrada . Asique no, no tengo que aprender a estar sola . Yo se estar sola y es algo que no quiero

[saccharin @morutedeer]

i cant believe i turned out like this

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

I feel so fucking awful. I am scared that once I'll lose her I'll regret everything I haven't done to help her.
I don't know what to do though!!! I am paralyzed.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

The fact it's also my birthday soon and she had to spend money on a birthday gift for me makes me feel sick.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

I feel caged. I'm stuck. I don't know.
I need help.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

Killing myself would probably help her so much, she won't need to spend any more money on me or worry.
I wish I had the guts to do her that favor.

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

My mom keeps telling me how she can't make it with her current job and she's desperately trying to find something else.
I feel like it's all my fault. I should help, but I don't know what to do?

[ֹ۪maxxie #yaoitwt @hirosepilled]

how to lose face fat

“cut salt and suga-”

[Vivie (´꒳`)♡ Vent account. @d3ad_leaf]

It hurts cause I asked for comfort and I couldn't get it. It means I will not be able to sruvive.
I can't make it.

[lily ♱⃓ @uponlilypads]

Microdosing suicide

[MJM @MikeJMele]

Being suicidal due to depression isn’t about wanting to die. It’s about believing that you need to die to rid yourself of the pain you’re experiencing.