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ed vent/diary

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@bambiizero this flavor is literally so good i had to order a whole box 😭

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@dpsandimdead omg did u make these or buy them? they look so good!!

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how i look after relapsing yet once again

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@mysp0tlessmind i love this <3

[blair ౨ৎ @d3adc0rrpse]

here are some of my reasons to recover :) i want to add more to my list so if u have any pls lmk! <3

[blair ౨ৎ @d3adc0rrpse]

gloomy weather calls for a big warm bowl of oats 😌 don’t know how many calories are in these oats but its okay bc i know it’s going to give me the energy i need for the day :) i’m still learning how to not view food as just calories but i know i’ll get there one day

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@moranne2418 thank you 🫶 same goes for you as well :)

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life update: i finally decided to choose recovery on jan.31,2023. i’m ready to get my life back. as comforted and as safe my ed has made me feel its also taken so much from me, and for what? at the end of the day no matter what i did i still never felt like it was enough.

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@cryingautumn thank you :)

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@wiltingvamp tysm <33

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@d3adlyvital thank you 🫶🥲

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2024* my bad. i forgot its a new year 😭

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@d3adlyvital looks yummy!!😋

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weight/face reveal!!

[blair ౨ৎ @d3adc0rrpse]

been eating at maintenance calories for about a month now so i wanted to share some of the foods i’ve eaten. eating at maintenance calories has been the best choice i made for my mental health honestly + surprisingly i’ve been losing while eating more.

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i’ve been baking more with my sister so be ready to see more baking posts on this account! here’s some lotus biscoff brownies we baked yesterday, it was so fun to make!!

[blair ౨ৎ @d3adc0rrpse]

@mooniemins_ oooh hopefully that goes well!! i’m doing good, thanks for asking! :))

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hey guys i’m back from my month break!! how has everyone been?? :)

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@mooniemins_ omgg that’s so nice!!! i love christmas so much

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just weighed myself after eating at maintenance calories for a month now and i lost weight 😳 idk what type of sorcery this is but i’m not complaining

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forgot to post this yesterday but i made homemade banana bread with my sister for thanksgiving. i just had to post it, it’s literally so beautiful