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ed diary 💌 ✧˖*°࿐

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@kztxtae i try to keep myself busy throughout the day to redirect my thoughts because when i binge its usually because my mind is occupied with the thought of food😭 also coke zero helps so muchh!!

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what i ate today
-bfast: black coffee
-lunch: none
-dinner: none
-snack: an apple
total: 54 calories <3

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@kztxtae there are those bad days when i do and i feel sooo guilty😭

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im 42 kg rn, gonna try to get to 40 <3

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literally

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was inactive for a while but im back now 😍😍😍

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everyone annoys me so much, even i annoy myself

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i love coke zero

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literally hate my life my friends in all my gcs keep talking about how fun it is back to school and posting each other on insta while im just at home watching them have fun in their stories i wanna cru i feel so left out SMHHHDHDHSH

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my irls keep commenting about how it looks like i lost sm weight 😍😍

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@sabicru OMG GOODLUCK😭

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EVERYONE IS TALKING ABT GOING BACK TO SCHOOL WHILE IM STILL HERE IN ONLINE CLASSES BRB CRYING😭😭😭

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@bbyn96 sushi

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I WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND SEE MY FRIENDS SO BADLY BUT IM STILL STUCK IN ONLINE CLASSES 😭 i can only go back during the second semester im too impatient for this shit

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why the fuck is the only time wherein there is sm delicious food is when im on a diet

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@SunkissedDoIl IT IS SO SAD 😭😭

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i was around 47 kg two weeks ago, now im 44 kg,, its not much its v slow but im seeing small progress ig 😭 wish me luck i still have a long way to go 🫶🏻🫶🏻 hoping to lose weight quicker this time :)

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i wish i was 5’10 ☹️☹️☹️