𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣

I think a lobotomy would do me nicely :3 my online diary lol.

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

No matter how good my day is going I always feel sad

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

Party dayyyyy I’m excited but nervous I feel like I’ll be the odd one out, even tho it’s my friends I always feel out of place lol. But it should be fun.

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

I always feel a pit of emptiness and confusion and idk why

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

I’m so hungry but there’s literally not one thing I can think to stomach rn. It’s a good thing but ugh

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@wonliscious ????that’s hella over charged.

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@sknnyluvr Yess thank you I’m nice and cozy now

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

My toes are wet and it’s cold out

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

Someone elaborate what this MEANS

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

I’ve been having such weird vivid dreams the last few nights I hate it. Tfym my bfs cat came out of the grave to terrorize us?? The night before the car blew up 😭 insanity what is happening

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

Water fasting is not for the weak holy shit the burn in my stomach and chest is unbelievable

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@riacountscals Listen to music and watch funny/ trippy videos

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@hystericgemz Cheese. I hate cheese. The only way I can tolerate it is if it’s melted or like grated ontop of another food (pizza salad stuff like that)

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@necroxic (Comment)

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@Bl0odyorganz That’s what I’ve always wondered too tbh, I feel like there’s a good chance she’s not. But there’s just as much of a chance that she is 😭

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

I can’t be the only one who remembers Maureen. Is she still around?

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@JessePinkm366 Yeah that’s what I’m thinking on doing, I just want to enjoy my time with my friends without my mood ruining it for me

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

I have two birthdays coming up this week and I’m so nervous for them and idk why??? Ones my close friend since grade 8s and the other is my boyfriends. Is it the fact people have to see me in this state or the fact there’s gonna be sm food and alcohol available for me 💔

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

Wishing that I had the Erica Kirk type of grief, instead i have the kind that makes me want to hammer nails into my skull until one reaches the last vulnerable tender spot left that aches for me to have answers

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@reisanyoupipi Never

[𓆣𝔄𝔩𝔦𝔠𝔢𓆣 @d3athparasite]

@YukiLunarq @ruruu_centric I’m okay with that