Donovan Dean

Daddy to 3 perfect boys

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

Couldn't be more happy!! Winner! @WSOPC @HarrahsCherokee main!

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@LukeJu22 @themouthmatusow Fwiw you should always yes regardless if you was or not

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@JoshuaArieh Which time?

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@lexdoggett1 @AdamHendrix10 That's alot more realistic

[Nick Schulman @NickSchulman]

Hey guys, for the next six weeks I will be hosting a radio show on Sirius XM called Poker Weekly, every Saturday at 8pm EST on channel 82, Mad Dog Sports Radio. Sirius hit me before the World Series about a trial type run, and if they like it they will cultivate more poker stuff, which would give other players looks to grow the game we love, and make some dough lol. This is a great honor for me, I never thought I would be doing stuff like this. We have some great guests lined up, what I could really use from you guys are some questions, and some hands. A big part of the show will be breaking hands down people send in, or maybe at some point we take live call ins also. Either comment here, or if say we have an insane torch on our hands but we still would like some insight, feel free to dm me. Same goes if trying to be a guest, hit me up. Thank you so much, hope everyone is well and once again it's Poker Weekly, the next six Saturday nights at 8pm EST , Sirius XM radio (or the Sirius XM app) channel 82 Mad Dog Sports Radio let's work.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@themouthmatusow WSOP will never do this. They rake too much off of the people chasing points

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@pokerorg @BetMGMPoker @ARIAPoker I wish there was a sad reaction on here 😕

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@Nick_Palma1010 Congrats Nick

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@GenglesPoker @TexasMike2014 Gene you put alot of time into this comment to be absolutely wrong. If he wants to buy in with his money and put his chips in the middle at any point after buying in he has that option.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@Nick_Palma1010 Get em Triple H 💪

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@ChancesCards Me every summer 🥲🥲

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@RealKidPoker @JesseLonis obviously

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@lolstaymad69 @Nick_Palma1010 This is the truth.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@Nick_Palma1010 You was the best omaha player in the world a couple weeks ago

[Sam Altman @sama]

i can't think of a non-cliche way to say this, but everyone who says having a kid is the best thing in the world is both correct and still somehow understating it.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@driverseati That boy was nervous

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

I think most poker players go through most of this. We're mostly a group of misfits looking for validation.

[Stephen Chidwick @ChidwickStephen]

Hello X.

Many of you will know me as a top poker player who doesn’t say very much, and for a long time, I guess I didn’t really think I had much of value to say.

I’ve kept a low profile for most of my life. I’ve built my career with a quiet determination and focus on the things I could control—my preparation, my decisions, my consistency. “I don’t waste my time with social media,” I told myself. And while that decision was undoubtedly the right one for me at the time, the reasons were fabricated—or at least incomplete. What I didn’t admit so explicitly was my fear: fear of criticism, of vulnerability, and of my inability to control my own obsessive nature.

I would almost certainly meet the criteria for autism spectrum disorder. I would almost certainly meet the criteria for bipolar disorder, though I never stuck around long enough after an episode to receive a formal diagnosis (whether or not I identify with these labels is a topic for another day). I’ve known the isolation of being forcibly separated from society, for my own protection, and wondering how I got there. I’ve experienced being so socially drained from a day of live poker that I’ve gone to sleep hungry. Not because I was so focused that I lost my appetite, but because those one or two brief human interactions required to feed myself were just too much. I know how absurd that sounds—I knew it back then too—but no amount of rationality stopped it from being true.

Over time, I slowly adapted. I learned how to sublimate that anxious energy and turn it into a motivating force—into an obsessively focused drive to reach my potential as a poker player, to prove my worth to the world through external accomplishments.

And then the validation I was seeking started coming.

In 2019, I was voted by my peers in a CardPlayer magazine survey to be the best player in the world—my dreams had become reality.

My ego had a field day, but it wasn’t long before I realized there was still a piece missing.

Now that I was painted as “the best”, there was no margin for error. Despite everything I had accomplished, I was no less fragile. Every misstep felt like a threat to the whole narrative. Am I slipping? Am I getting old and complacent and lazy? How much longer can I keep tricking people into thinking I’m so good when I know how big my mistakes can be?

And none of that even touched the root of what I was actually seeking underneath it all—to be accepted. So when someone threw out an offhanded criticism—“boring,” “robotic,” “no personality”—I took it to heart. Because somewhere in me, I was scared they were right.

Driven by my desire to be the best poker player I could be, I started doing deeper inner work—peeling back the layers of my belief structure and examining what was uncovered. Why did I feel like I had to be perfect to be worthy? What was I really seeking through my success? Uncomfortable investigations that slowly but surely started to free me from my preconceived notions of who I was and who I should be.

And I saw the benefits—in my performance at the table, yes—but more so in my day-to-day interactions with my family, my friends, casual acquaintances, and even total strangers. The progress empowered me and urged me onwards. The more I leaned into vulnerability, honesty, and trust in others, the more confident, authentic, and self-assured I felt.

I’m learning to listen not only to my precious logic but also to the quiet, mysterious, unexplainable voice within. The voice that speaks when _I_ am silent. The voice that now compels me to write this—and to expose it for the world to see.

And so here I am—the kid inside the robot costume.
Just another human being in pursuit of love, of connection, of belonging.
Tired of running from my shadow and ready to stop and turn around (I hope).

This message is for anyone who feels trapped in the darkness. I’ve lived through times that felt unbearable—where the idea of peace, or connection, or even a quiet mind felt impossibly far away. If you’re in that place right now, I want you to know: it can get better. You’re not broken. You’re not beyond help. Keep going.

I also want to thank all the people who saw something in me that I took a long time to see in myself and guided me down this path. Some will know who they are. Others may never realize how much a small gesture meant to someone who was struggling. I’m deeply grateful for all of you.

TL;DR: Hi, I’m new here.

PS my intention is to be quite intermittent in my engagement with social media, at least initially, so if you reach out to me and I don’t respond please don’t take it personally.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

@TheKPizzle @NormanChad @TheGrinder44 @WSOP It's mind-blowing

[Dan Ross 🍻 @HoldemMedia_Dan]

Jarod Minghini, great Tahoe-based pro, dedicated his 2022 WSOP Circuit Main Event to his brother who passed away weeks before, went on to win the tourney. His tourney-series travel roommate is Scott Stewart, so we have potential for the current WPT and WSOP World Champs to be road-roommates.

[Donovan Dean @d_dean91]

USA 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸

[Dave Portnoy @stoolpresidente]

Top 1 American moment when Joey Chestnut beat up a protestor mid hot dog eating contest.