Da Rubba Man

Mr. Morbs for the day

[Da Rubba Man @d_rubba]

fully back in depression but you know it's ok have to smile through the weekend or else i'd walk in front of the 6 and everyone knows the Q is better for d**th

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@TherealMantis4 ur middle name starts w an e don't talk to me

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@TherealMantis4 wanna get banned again

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@WesterosCentral shameless - donnelley 231 i know you Ser

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@WesterosCentral good post good post

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@WesterosCentral good post marist

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@WesterosCentral i like ur twitter page i hate u work for marist

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@WesterosCentral @TherealMantis4 u know nothing marist prof

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@WesterosCentral ok good post fair enough pal bud

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@WesterosCentral @pablofindsout @PabloTorre sick post marist buddy don't be happy ever

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@WesterosCentral Marist sucks buddy

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@TherealMantis4 @CaptainCons Yeah classic blitzkrieg tactics it's just 1938 all over again

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I'm struggling with the idea of what it means to be great. Idk yet, but i know right now for me, it means stripping away who i used to be. I need to kill the old me so i can become great. I need to kill what i wanted, who i was, anything and everything. I am hungry for greatness.

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Haven't been this starved since I was 21/16. I am coming for everything all of it. I'm so damn hungry. Sober 26 days, clean 16. Down 23 pounds from thanksgiving and 11 since the New Year. The most important step a person can take is never the first one. It's always the next one.

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MA meeting last night was dope ! Hearing other people share was helpful, we're all just trying to change and be better. Talk a lot about god which I hated but besides that it was special. One woman said "Feeling again is the best thing, not smoking has done for me". Agreed.

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Day 7 of being sober from weed - day 17 of being sober from Alc.. Can't wait to drink again in Feb!

Really think i'm going to stop smoking for good.. I miss it but I feel stronger for not constantly hitting it and feeling nothing. I felt nothing for so long. Constant oblivion.

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Another day another fucking dollar make it day 5 clean 14 days sober

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Hahaha God is testing me this goddamn month.

1) Came to the realization i'm an addict
2) Going cold turkey on my addiction
3) Sober until at least Jan 21st which is diff
4) some of my closest family is getting evicted from their crib
5) I got broken up with for the above - 4

[Da Rubba Man @d_rubba]

i just heard a christmas song for the first time in a week since i was broken up with and I don't know how i could possibly be merry right now. Christmas every year of life has been somewhat happy and this is the first year in my life that i'm absolutely miserable