dylan ꕥ edtwt

21 ♡ bmi 14 ♡ sad skinny bitch || edtwt diary ❤️‍🔥🥭☕️ nut queen 🌰🥜

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

I was literally so perfect why the fuck did I ever think this was fat and now I can’t even lose 2 fking kg fk my chungus life

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

I’ve been stuck in bmi 14 jail almost 2 years my weight doesn’t move no matter how much I exercise wtf am I doing wrong

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

I don’t feel normal unless I am tiny, I don’t feel confident unless there’s nothing inside me, I don’t feel worthy unless I am taking up the least space

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

craving pitty once again

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

lol I hate everyday I’m alive and not at my lowest weight

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

3 weeks difference !! 3kg down 🔐

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

omfg I could cry rn

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

wish I was a cutesy flirty girly but the bro in my just won’t die

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

im so sad bc all I want is to get back to where I was here I can’t believe I ever thought I was fat

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

get minors off edtwt

[peonyᯓᡣ𐭩 @cutiepiepeony]

@starsjoi @unthinkingmeow @lostwithdaisy I’m mocking them if you can’t tell

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

@cutiepiepeony @unthinkingmeow @lostwithdaisy Babe there are heroine addicts fornicating rn go use ur energy to help people off the streets if u care so deeply oml

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

hypothetically, if it’s more normal to have an ed than it does eating 3 meals a day or ‘normal’ at what stage does disorder eating actually become normal eating based off majority

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

@H0SHIN0_K4NADE finally

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

y’all were NOT happy with my take on this which is surprising with how hypervig this community is literally look at her acc following only tiny fitness models & ferrera camilla is all the info I need to call out this it’s ed content disguised as wellness rage bait

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

this is such performative bullshit and anyone who falls for this a dumba$$ so shoot me

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

!!!

ik im rounding down here but im finally back in the yellow!! BMI 15 next !!

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

after 2 months of rapid weight gain (46kg -> 58kg) edema and the most depressive episodes I’ve ever experienced, finally the number is starting to drop again

I will get back to bmi 14 idc about anything else #edtwt ㅤ

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

brain convinces me to eat & yeet then decides yeet no longer functional like excuse u ???

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

if I wake up in a good mood just know its either from successfully restricting or purging day prior soz

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

I gained the weight and they fken ditched me bc the public system tells u to get fked as soon as u reach ur mid 20’s and now here I am fat and deeper into psychosis than I was at bmi 13

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

I wasted so much time, money, energy on therapy letting them convince me I’d be functioning better if I gained the weight and I have and I’m more psychologically maniac than I’ve ever been

[dylan ꕥ edtwt @daffodilbones_]

if any of my moots are recovering I’m so sorry but u might wanna mute im about to vent