It isn’t worth much anyway .
Big place , nice things , but if you have nobody to care— it’s all worthless .
These days , with us moving so much , it’s impossible to settle down anyways .
What do you want *now* , though ?
I was thinking more.. snobby.
Trust me. I was /very/ hung up about the glamorous life. It was one of my dreams but.. nowadays, I tend to leave that behind.
I can’t say I’m proud of what I did. Or.. have done, really.
( she said as he glanced away but, she sighed softly. )
But back then? I was very.. um.. agh, what’s the word..? Or.. words..
I find that hard to believe .
You’ve been nothing but easy to talk to thus far .
Sounds like the feeling’s mutual , too .
(( He smirked , glancing away . ))
Though I can certainly imagine you doing some villainous things .
You? Waste my time? Darling, I’m /past/ that. Just be glad you didn’t meet me on Helios. Come to think of it.. I was a bitch.
( she laughed to herself but she sat down as well as her smile was kept. )
Though.. agreed. Nice to meet you, Daigo. +
Daigo .
And— it was a lucky guess . Hope mentioned she had a sister who may or may not have opened Pandora’s box .
I thought she meant it as a metaphor before you told me your story . .
Glad we’re properly introduced .
(( He sat now , smiling softly . ))
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Yeah? Same to you. It’s.. honestly nice.
( she was shocked that he knew her name but, she didn’t know his. )
Well, I do. But.. I think I’d rather talk a bit more. If that’s alright.. um..
Sorry, what do I call you..? Since you knew.. my name. Somehow..
Makes sense . You’re the most approachable one I’ve ever met .
My homeland was known for its malevolent spirits , but there was once goodness there . .
In fact , some of it found its way here , even— though much more unusual than they were before .
I can say the same for you as well . .
Nice ones that is . . most of the ones
in Oninoshima were just hostile , my
species would be displeased to see them . .
The same to you , Valeria .
I truly hope we meet again . It’s refreshing to meet a kindred spirit around here .
I shouldn’t keep you any longer , though . You have your own bridges to rebuild .
Well.. as long as you aren’t completely broken now. And hey.. I commend you for being so.. adamant on this.
( her smile was there but there was a lot of impact to the man’s words. )
But.. you aren’t alone anymore. And that’s something I can respect.
It’s more common than you’d think . When I came back , I too felt entirely alone , entirely worthless .
Finding this team put so much of me back together . I’m still finding the pieces , but it’s a start .
We can’t begin to heal without people who’ve been hurt the same .
( a soft chuckle. )
Well.. when you put it that way.. I guess it doesn’t sound so bad.
I’m.. grateful to have someone who understands. Really. That.. means more to me than you realise..
( she smiled softly but genuinely to the other. )
I suppose that’s . . Somewhat comforting . My kind of downfall must be . . uniquely extreme .
But enough sulking . We still have plenty to fight for . Nothing changes by sitting in the past .
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" our pasts are not the same , in the literal meaning . the choices we made are far from being related .. but i too understand what it feels to have messed up before. the struggle that comes after , we both share same experiences. "
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The stains in my blood , left by that demonic beast that claimed me . Forever part of me , even dormant .
I’m not whole .
How could I be ?
Someone like me could only ever be ``put back together`` , but even that implies brokenness .
It’s a one way ticket .
And you , do you believe in redemption ? Truly ?
That a monster who killed without cause could ever be anything more ?
I think you underestimate the severity of my fall . . I , for one , do not know if I can ever be atoned .
. . Because I still feel it .
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“ redemption is never an easy path , you should ask the paradigm about it. some * people close their minds to only ever seeing you as who you once were , even if you bury him down.
but there are others , who will accept this new / you /. the elites , for example.
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I understand . You get sucked into another realm and after you return everything feels different . People moved on .
If I’m being honest , that’s exactly what the Elites are . Old , broken toys that were forgotten— fighting for something again .
You should think it over .