when your best friend says she’s trying to find time to hang out with you, you bring up every damn day and she agrees then cancels last minute, just for you to find out shes with her other friends
i opened up to one of my irl about my sh and one of my super big scars in particular and she showed up to school with fresh sh and no sweater😵💫 #whatdatmean
people always say "just reach out for help if you need it!" but if I started texting the people i love saying i want to hurt myself i would just feel like an evil manipulative piece of shit