alight in the dark

exploring the frontiers of my inner world

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

hello new friends 👋

I've spent the last three years navigating a spiritual crisis, and now that I appear to be coming out on the other side, renewed and light, I want to share more about my experience and what I've learnt.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

my world feels upside down right now, and yet there's a calm within the storm. a strength that comes with the ways my being has learnt to survive in this world

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

when I opened this account last week, I was feeling fresh and empowered from a weekend on a dancefloor

but that feeling slowly dissolved into the reality of my life right now which is navigating the emotional waves that come from not living at home

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

@lillybilly299 This all sounds very hard for you and everyone in your family 💔

Curious to know if you’ve ever come across a form of therapy called Family Constellations and whether that could help provide some relief for you.

https://t.co/E7asl9FZVS

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

@copilot1127 Sounds like a very well used Tuesday.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

@sashachapin It makes sentences so neat and tidy. All cleaned up with no where to run off to.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

@copilot1127 I’m new but I’m here 👋

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

@sokindling my profile is like this too! I've deactivated Facebook and the only reason I haven't deleted it is because I wonder if I might want the photos, but whenever I look at them I just fill up to the brim with drunken regret 😂

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

it feels fucking incredible to be on the other side of an immensely hard and painful time, and I'm excited to share more of my story in the hope that it can help others who might be going through this for the first time.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

hello new friends 👋

I've spent the last three years navigating a spiritual crisis, and now that I appear to be coming out on the other side, renewed and light, I want to share more about my experience and what I've learnt.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

for the first time in my life, my attention focused inwards and through a series of experiences I began to find a home within myself.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

The tools I’ve found the most useful to help me remember and connect with a deeper layer of my Self have included the enneagram and human design and embodied astrology.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

Why so serious believing in only a dominant worldview? Why not entertain other ideas from other places. Are we not all our own beautiful expressions of humanity?

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

What are we here for if not to experiment and play with what it feels like to be alive?

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

What she knew, deep inside, was that she was seeking help from a range of healers that each contributed to her journey and she was finding what worked for her. She was doing what everyone told her to do right from the start - find what works for you.

[alight in the dark @danceandwonder]

Once upon a time there was a girl who began the work of deconditioning. As she peeled back layers, she lost herself, and then found herself again 3 years later. But those around her weren’t sure.