i allocated so much importance to people who are largely inconsequential now. i'm humbled by what i thought i knew. it's almost a relief that nobody is mine. people can be encountered and embraced, but they can't be possessed. the thought of it, acknowledging it, so freeing .
I NEVER want to experience being wanted physically but dismissed in every other aspect by someone avoidant ever again.
It really kills something in you.
@inglewood_T when did i say anything about a fancy restaurant? y’all just come on here and tell on yourselves. wouldn’t be able to plan a nice meaningful date even if ur lives depended on it