But my fear wasn't that of someone going toward madness, but toward a truth - my fear was of a truth that I'd come not to want, an infamizing truth that would make me crawl along and be on the roach's level.
richard has a sacred iconic identity. an iconic persona. everybody likes secrets. do you want to know my secret about richard? i discovered a piece of art by richie, 8.5x11, it had a clue about richie. extraordinary capacities, supernormal capacities. you need me? here i am.
Last night I returned to myself and embraced my own shoulders in delight and said: welcome home! for they have been stretched out and seeking, scared and resisting, furiously calculating in a feverish frenzy, my rag-tag team of highly determined and deeply incompetent engineers.
A band of empty-hearted people that pull on one another other. She pulls on me and I turned away to pull on him, and he turns away to pull on her, and so on, until our muscles are weak and our eyes are tired
something about this moment being perfect and whatever it is that you are worried for may or may not be true but that is not for you to decide or control. all you can do is integrate that which is and has been into this very moment: the only one in which you are able to choose
the human frame being what it is, heart, body and brain all mixed together, and not contained in separate compartments as they will be no doubt in another million years, a good dinner is of great importance to good talk.
As you might have guessed from following my posts here, I've been thinking and working on questions around alignment and learning and agency for a while, particularly for digital systems.
Excited to share the work we're doing at Softmax publicly in the future!
something about how wanting to be creative creates an attachment to suffering - the part which lacks love, and then instead imagining the being of love and wondering whether she is creative and concluding that she ought to be given how in-awe she is of everything around her
something about desires / attachments being instrumental goals learned by association, and equanimity being the realization of that and the ability to stop calling them “needs”
It should come as no great surprise that a Democratic Party which has abandoned working class people would find that the working class has abandoned them.
While the Democratic leadership defends the status quo, the American people are angry and want change.
And they’re right.